I am shit. Nothing. I asked for one fucking person. A guy that I should have never fallen in love with. I knew you would never want me but I couldn’t get you out of my fucking head. Just knowing you’ll never love me, eats me away inside. I follow you around like a little faggot and I hate myself for it. You’re one of the main reasons I want to be a woman so bad. I know you still won’t want me because then I’ll be a goddamn tranny. But I’m hoping I’ll be beautiful. So maybe, just maybe you’ll find me attractive. Because with my current physical appearance, I am so unattractive to you. Wishful thinking on my fucking part. I’m sorry for being bitchy, and annoying. I just want to be like everyone else in the group, and I can’t do that being a faggot. Fuck my life.
Are you fucking kidding me?